{"id":185898,"date":"2025-05-15T10:00:07","date_gmt":"2025-05-15T08:00:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/?p=185898"},"modified":"2025-05-15T10:00:08","modified_gmt":"2025-05-15T08:00:08","slug":"boost-11ter-manuela-draeger-a-chacun-sa-nuit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/boost-11ter-manuela-draeger-a-chacun-sa-nuit\/","title":{"rendered":"#boost #11ter | Manuela Draeger |\u00a0\u00a0\u00e0 chacun sa nuit"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Cristal<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;savais&nbsp;pas&nbsp;qu\u2019on&nbsp;pouvait&nbsp;perdre&nbsp;les&nbsp;yeux&nbsp;de&nbsp;quelqu\u2019un.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;les&nbsp;cherchais,&nbsp;pourtant,&nbsp;dans&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;flaque,&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;spirale&nbsp;de&nbsp;brume.&nbsp;J\u2019avais&nbsp;gliss\u00e9&nbsp;ma&nbsp;main&nbsp;dans&nbsp;la&nbsp;tienne&nbsp;comme&nbsp;on&nbsp;glisse&nbsp;un&nbsp;fil&nbsp;dans&nbsp;une&nbsp;aiguille,&nbsp;pour&nbsp;recoudre&nbsp;le&nbsp;bout&nbsp;de&nbsp;la&nbsp;nuit.&nbsp;Mais&nbsp;le&nbsp;rideau&nbsp;ne&nbsp;s\u2019est&nbsp;jamais lev\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Le&nbsp;marchand&nbsp;de&nbsp;r\u00eaves&nbsp;nous&nbsp;a&nbsp;pris&nbsp;nos&nbsp;jours.&nbsp;On&nbsp;les&nbsp;lui&nbsp;a&nbsp;offerts,&nbsp;pli\u00e9s&nbsp;en&nbsp;quatre,&nbsp;entre&nbsp;des&nbsp;&nbsp;morceaux&nbsp;de&nbsp;silence.&nbsp;Depuis,&nbsp;je&nbsp;marche.&nbsp;Les&nbsp;arbres&nbsp;me&nbsp;parlent,&nbsp;mais&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;l\u2019envers.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;tr\u00e9buche sur&nbsp;des&nbsp;souvenirs&nbsp;qui&nbsp;font&nbsp;des&nbsp;bulles,&nbsp;et&nbsp;je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;sais&nbsp;jamais&nbsp;s\u2019ils&nbsp;viennent&nbsp;de&nbsp;moi&nbsp;ou&nbsp;de&nbsp;toi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Quand&nbsp;l\u2019oiseau&nbsp;au&nbsp;bec&nbsp;d\u2019argent&nbsp;a&nbsp;chant\u00e9,&nbsp;j\u2019ai&nbsp;cru&nbsp;que&nbsp;tu&nbsp;allais&nbsp;r\u00e9pondre.&nbsp;Mais&nbsp;tu&nbsp;n\u2019as&nbsp;pas &nbsp;r\u00e9pondu.<br>Alors&nbsp;elle&nbsp;est&nbsp;venue.&nbsp;La&nbsp;fille&nbsp;brumeuse.&nbsp;Elle&nbsp;portait&nbsp;mes&nbsp;secrets&nbsp;dans&nbsp;ses&nbsp;poches.<br>Elle&nbsp;m\u2019a&nbsp;tendu&nbsp;un&nbsp;mot : \u00ab&nbsp;Cristal \u00bb.&nbsp;Il&nbsp;s\u2019est&nbsp;coll\u00e9&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;mon&nbsp;palais&nbsp;comme&nbsp;un&nbsp;\u00e9clat&nbsp;d\u2019hiver.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Depuis,&nbsp;je&nbsp;parle&nbsp;avec&nbsp;pr\u00e9caution.<br>Depuis,&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;mot&nbsp;que&nbsp;je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;dis&nbsp;pas&nbsp;me&nbsp;grandit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Cendre<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;cherchais&nbsp;pas&nbsp;ses&nbsp;yeux.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;fuyais&nbsp;les&nbsp;miens.<br>Je&nbsp;marchais&nbsp;parce&nbsp;qu\u2019il&nbsp;fallait&nbsp;marcher.&nbsp;\u00c0&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;pas,&nbsp;je&nbsp;croyais&nbsp;m\u2019\u00e9loigner&nbsp;du&nbsp;cri.<br>Mais&nbsp;la&nbsp;terre&nbsp;\u00e9tait&nbsp;molle,&nbsp;p\u00e2teuse.&nbsp;Elle&nbsp;suintait&nbsp;comme&nbsp;une&nbsp;plaie&nbsp;mal&nbsp;referm\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Les&nbsp;histoires&nbsp;anciennes&nbsp;nous&nbsp;suivaient&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;la&nbsp;trace.&nbsp;Elles&nbsp;rampaient&nbsp;dans&nbsp;les&nbsp;racines,&nbsp;coulaient&nbsp;le&nbsp;long&nbsp;des&nbsp;branches.<br>Je&nbsp;voyais&nbsp;des&nbsp;bulles&nbsp;\u00e9clater&nbsp;dans&nbsp;la&nbsp;boue,&nbsp;pleines&nbsp;de&nbsp;visages&nbsp;flous,&nbsp;de&nbsp;voix&nbsp;\u00e9touff\u00e9es.<br>Tout&nbsp;ce&nbsp;que&nbsp;je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;voulais&nbsp;plus&nbsp;entendre.&nbsp;Tout&nbsp;ce&nbsp;qui&nbsp;collait&nbsp;aux&nbsp;chaussures&nbsp;de&nbsp;l\u2019oubli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Et&nbsp;puis&nbsp;il&nbsp;y&nbsp;eut&nbsp;l\u2019oiseau.&nbsp;Muet&nbsp;d\u2019abord.&nbsp;Puis&nbsp;chantant&nbsp;une&nbsp;phrase&nbsp;incompl\u00e8te.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;reconnus&nbsp;la&nbsp;m\u00e9lodie :<br>c\u2019\u00e9tait&nbsp;celle&nbsp;de&nbsp;nos&nbsp;jeux&nbsp;d\u2019enfants,&nbsp;quand&nbsp;on&nbsp;croyait&nbsp;encore&nbsp;que&nbsp;rien&nbsp;ne&nbsp;mourait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elle&nbsp;est&nbsp;venue.&nbsp;Elle&nbsp;\u00e9tait&nbsp;faite&nbsp;de&nbsp;rien,&nbsp;de&nbsp;brume&nbsp;et&nbsp;de&nbsp;nerfs,&nbsp;et&nbsp;pourtant,&nbsp;elle&nbsp;pesait.<br>Elle&nbsp;m\u2019a&nbsp;donn\u00e9&nbsp;un&nbsp;mot : \u00ab&nbsp;Cendre \u00bb.&nbsp;Il&nbsp;avait&nbsp;le&nbsp;go\u00fbt&nbsp;d\u2019un&nbsp;adieu&nbsp;qu\u2019on&nbsp;garde&nbsp;dans&nbsp;la&nbsp;bouche.<br>Je&nbsp;l\u2019ai&nbsp;aval\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Depuis,&nbsp;je&nbsp;deviens&nbsp;transparente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Le&nbsp;narrateur<\/strong><strong><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ils&nbsp;marchaient&nbsp;dans&nbsp;le&nbsp;m\u00eame&nbsp;paysage,&nbsp;mais&nbsp;ne&nbsp;se&nbsp;voyaient&nbsp;plus.<br>Cristal&nbsp;avait&nbsp;la&nbsp;m\u00e9moire&nbsp;fragile.&nbsp;Cendre,&nbsp;la&nbsp;m\u00e9moire&nbsp;trop&nbsp;lourde.<br>Entre&nbsp;eux,&nbsp;le&nbsp;marais&nbsp;faisait&nbsp;son&nbsp;travail&nbsp;de&nbsp;silence. Il&nbsp;avalait&nbsp;les&nbsp;cris,&nbsp;recrachait&nbsp;les&nbsp;images.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Je&nbsp;les&nbsp;observais&nbsp;de&nbsp;loin,&nbsp;comme&nbsp;on&nbsp;lit&nbsp;une&nbsp;carte&nbsp;sans&nbsp;l\u00e9gende.<br>Le&nbsp;sol&nbsp;retenait&nbsp;leurs&nbsp;empreintes,&nbsp;mais&nbsp;refusait&nbsp;de&nbsp;les&nbsp;suivre.<br>Ils&nbsp;croisaient&nbsp;les&nbsp;m\u00eames&nbsp;arbres,&nbsp;les&nbsp;m\u00eames&nbsp;oiseaux&nbsp;muets,<br>mais&nbsp;chacun&nbsp;les&nbsp;entendait&nbsp;diff\u00e9remment.&nbsp;C\u2019\u00e9tait&nbsp;un&nbsp;territoire&nbsp;aux&nbsp;langues&nbsp;multiples.<br>Ils&nbsp;ne&nbsp;marchaient&nbsp;pas&nbsp;dans&nbsp;le&nbsp;m\u00eame&nbsp;conte ou bien ne le savaient-ils pas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Quand&nbsp;la&nbsp;fille&nbsp;de&nbsp;brume&nbsp;est&nbsp;apparue,&nbsp;j\u2019ai&nbsp;compris&nbsp;que&nbsp;ce&nbsp;n\u2019\u00e9tait&nbsp;pas&nbsp;un&nbsp;pi\u00e8ge,<br>mais&nbsp;une&nbsp;\u00e9preuve&nbsp;douce,&nbsp;une&nbsp;initiation&nbsp;en&nbsp;clair-obscur.<br>Elle&nbsp;ne&nbsp;parlait&nbsp;pas&nbsp;vraiment,&nbsp;elle&nbsp;murmurait&nbsp;dans&nbsp;les&nbsp;os.<br>Je&nbsp;la&nbsp;vis&nbsp;leur&nbsp;donner&nbsp;un&nbsp;mot&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;chacun \u2014&nbsp;des&nbsp;mots&nbsp;faits&nbsp;pour&nbsp;tenir&nbsp;le&nbsp;c\u0153ur&nbsp;en&nbsp;\u00e9quilibre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Puis&nbsp;elle&nbsp;disparut,&nbsp;dans&nbsp;un&nbsp;souffle&nbsp;de&nbsp;nuit&nbsp;froiss\u00e9e.<br>Et&nbsp;moi,&nbsp;je&nbsp;restai&nbsp;l\u00e0,&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;les&nbsp;regarder&nbsp;continuer.<br>Leur&nbsp;silence&nbsp;disait&nbsp;tout.<br>Leur&nbsp;solitude&nbsp;\u00e9tait&nbsp;pleine.<br>Ils&nbsp;avaient&nbsp;travers\u00e9 ensemble, leurs ombres ne s\u2019\u00e9taient jamais crois\u00e9es.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cristal Je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;savais&nbsp;pas&nbsp;qu\u2019on&nbsp;pouvait&nbsp;perdre&nbsp;les&nbsp;yeux&nbsp;de&nbsp;quelqu\u2019un.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;les&nbsp;cherchais,&nbsp;pourtant,&nbsp;dans&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;flaque,&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;spirale&nbsp;de&nbsp;brume.&nbsp;J\u2019avais&nbsp;gliss\u00e9&nbsp;ma&nbsp;main&nbsp;dans&nbsp;la&nbsp;tienne&nbsp;comme&nbsp;on&nbsp;glisse&nbsp;un&nbsp;fil&nbsp;dans&nbsp;une&nbsp;aiguille,&nbsp;pour&nbsp;recoudre&nbsp;le&nbsp;bout&nbsp;de&nbsp;la&nbsp;nuit.&nbsp;Mais&nbsp;le&nbsp;rideau&nbsp;ne&nbsp;s\u2019est&nbsp;jamais lev\u00e9. Le&nbsp;marchand&nbsp;de&nbsp;r\u00eaves&nbsp;nous&nbsp;a&nbsp;pris&nbsp;nos&nbsp;jours.&nbsp;On&nbsp;les&nbsp;lui&nbsp;a&nbsp;offerts,&nbsp;pli\u00e9s&nbsp;en&nbsp;quatre,&nbsp;entre&nbsp;des&nbsp;&nbsp;morceaux&nbsp;de&nbsp;silence.&nbsp;Depuis,&nbsp;je&nbsp;marche.&nbsp;Les&nbsp;arbres&nbsp;me&nbsp;parlent,&nbsp;mais&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;l\u2019envers.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;tr\u00e9buche sur&nbsp;des&nbsp;souvenirs&nbsp;qui&nbsp;font&nbsp;des&nbsp;bulles,&nbsp;et&nbsp;je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;sais&nbsp;jamais&nbsp;s\u2019ils&nbsp;viennent&nbsp;de&nbsp;moi&nbsp;ou&nbsp;de&nbsp;toi. Quand&nbsp;l\u2019oiseau&nbsp;au&nbsp;bec&nbsp;d\u2019argent&nbsp;a&nbsp;chant\u00e9,&nbsp;j\u2019ai&nbsp;cru&nbsp;que&nbsp;tu&nbsp;allais&nbsp;r\u00e9pondre.&nbsp;Mais&nbsp;tu&nbsp;n\u2019as&nbsp;pas &nbsp;r\u00e9pondu.Alors&nbsp;elle&nbsp;est&nbsp;venue.&nbsp;La&nbsp;fille&nbsp;brumeuse.&nbsp;Elle&nbsp;portait&nbsp;mes&nbsp;secrets&nbsp;dans&nbsp;ses&nbsp;poches.Elle&nbsp;m\u2019a&nbsp;tendu&nbsp;un&nbsp;mot : \u00ab&nbsp;Cristal \u00bb.&nbsp;Il&nbsp;s\u2019est&nbsp;coll\u00e9&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;mon&nbsp;palais&nbsp;comme&nbsp;un&nbsp;\u00e9clat&nbsp;d\u2019hiver. Depuis,&nbsp;je&nbsp;parle&nbsp;avec&nbsp;pr\u00e9caution.Depuis,&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;mot&nbsp;que&nbsp;je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;dis&nbsp;pas&nbsp;me&nbsp;grandit. Cendre Je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;cherchais&nbsp;pas&nbsp;ses&nbsp;yeux.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;fuyais&nbsp;les&nbsp;miens.Je&nbsp;marchais&nbsp;parce&nbsp;qu\u2019il&nbsp;fallait&nbsp;marcher.&nbsp;\u00c0&nbsp;chaque&nbsp;pas,&nbsp;je&nbsp;croyais&nbsp;m\u2019\u00e9loigner&nbsp;du&nbsp;cri.Mais&nbsp;la&nbsp;terre&nbsp;\u00e9tait&nbsp;molle,&nbsp;p\u00e2teuse.&nbsp;Elle&nbsp;suintait&nbsp;comme&nbsp;une&nbsp;plaie&nbsp;mal&nbsp;referm\u00e9e. Les&nbsp;histoires&nbsp;anciennes&nbsp;nous&nbsp;suivaient&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;la&nbsp;trace.&nbsp;Elles&nbsp;rampaient&nbsp;dans&nbsp;les&nbsp;racines,&nbsp;coulaient&nbsp;le&nbsp;long&nbsp;des&nbsp;branches.Je&nbsp;voyais&nbsp;des&nbsp;bulles&nbsp;\u00e9clater&nbsp;dans&nbsp;la&nbsp;boue,&nbsp;pleines&nbsp;de&nbsp;visages&nbsp;flous,&nbsp;de&nbsp;voix&nbsp;\u00e9touff\u00e9es.Tout&nbsp;ce&nbsp;que&nbsp;je&nbsp;ne&nbsp;voulais&nbsp;plus&nbsp;entendre.&nbsp;Tout&nbsp;ce&nbsp;qui&nbsp;collait&nbsp;aux&nbsp;chaussures&nbsp;de&nbsp;l\u2019oubli. Et&nbsp;puis&nbsp;il&nbsp;y&nbsp;eut&nbsp;l\u2019oiseau.&nbsp;Muet&nbsp;d\u2019abord.&nbsp;Puis&nbsp;chantant&nbsp;une&nbsp;phrase&nbsp;incompl\u00e8te.&nbsp;Je&nbsp;reconnus&nbsp;la&nbsp;m\u00e9lodie :c\u2019\u00e9tait&nbsp;celle&nbsp;de&nbsp;nos&nbsp;jeux&nbsp;d\u2019enfants,&nbsp;quand&nbsp;on&nbsp;croyait&nbsp;encore&nbsp;que&nbsp;rien&nbsp;ne&nbsp;mourait. Elle&nbsp;est&nbsp;venue.&nbsp;Elle&nbsp;\u00e9tait&nbsp;faite&nbsp;de&nbsp;rien,&nbsp;de&nbsp;brume&nbsp;et&nbsp;de&nbsp;nerfs,&nbsp;et&nbsp;pourtant,&nbsp;elle&nbsp;pesait.Elle&nbsp;m\u2019a&nbsp;donn\u00e9&nbsp;un&nbsp;mot : \u00ab&nbsp;Cendre \u00bb.&nbsp;Il&nbsp;avait&nbsp;le&nbsp;go\u00fbt&nbsp;d\u2019un&nbsp;adieu&nbsp;qu\u2019on&nbsp;garde&nbsp;dans&nbsp;la&nbsp;bouche.Je&nbsp;l\u2019ai&nbsp;aval\u00e9. Depuis,&nbsp;je&nbsp;deviens&nbsp;transparente. Le&nbsp;narrateur Ils&nbsp;marchaient&nbsp;dans&nbsp;le&nbsp;m\u00eame&nbsp;paysage,&nbsp;mais&nbsp;ne&nbsp;se&nbsp;voyaient&nbsp;plus.Cristal&nbsp;avait&nbsp;la&nbsp;m\u00e9moire&nbsp;fragile.&nbsp;Cendre,&nbsp;la&nbsp;m\u00e9moire&nbsp;trop&nbsp;lourde.Entre&nbsp;eux,&nbsp;le&nbsp;marais&nbsp;faisait&nbsp;son&nbsp;travail&nbsp;de&nbsp;silence. Il&nbsp;avalait&nbsp;les&nbsp;cris,&nbsp;recrachait&nbsp;les&nbsp;images. Je&nbsp;les&nbsp;observais&nbsp;de&nbsp;loin,&nbsp;comme&nbsp;on&nbsp;lit&nbsp;une&nbsp;carte&nbsp;sans&nbsp;l\u00e9gende.Le&nbsp;sol&nbsp;retenait&nbsp;leurs&nbsp;empreintes,&nbsp;mais&nbsp;refusait&nbsp;de&nbsp;les&nbsp;suivre.Ils&nbsp;croisaient&nbsp;les&nbsp;m\u00eames&nbsp;arbres,&nbsp;les&nbsp;m\u00eames&nbsp;oiseaux&nbsp;muets,mais&nbsp;chacun&nbsp;les&nbsp;entendait&nbsp;diff\u00e9remment.&nbsp;C\u2019\u00e9tait&nbsp;un&nbsp;territoire&nbsp;aux&nbsp;langues&nbsp;multiples.Ils&nbsp;ne&nbsp;marchaient&nbsp;pas&nbsp;dans&nbsp;le&nbsp;m\u00eame&nbsp;conte ou bien ne le savaient-ils pas. Quand&nbsp;la&nbsp;fille&nbsp;de&nbsp;brume&nbsp;est&nbsp;apparue,&nbsp;j\u2019ai&nbsp;compris&nbsp;que&nbsp;ce&nbsp;n\u2019\u00e9tait&nbsp;pas&nbsp;un&nbsp;pi\u00e8ge,mais&nbsp;une&nbsp;\u00e9preuve&nbsp;douce,&nbsp;une&nbsp;initiation&nbsp;en&nbsp;clair-obscur.Elle&nbsp;ne&nbsp;parlait&nbsp;pas&nbsp;vraiment,&nbsp;elle&nbsp;murmurait&nbsp;dans&nbsp;les&nbsp;os.Je&nbsp;la&nbsp;vis&nbsp;leur&nbsp;donner&nbsp;un&nbsp;mot&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;chacun \u2014&nbsp;des&nbsp;mots&nbsp;faits&nbsp;pour&nbsp;tenir&nbsp;le&nbsp;c\u0153ur&nbsp;en&nbsp;\u00e9quilibre. Puis&nbsp;elle&nbsp;disparut,&nbsp;dans&nbsp;un&nbsp;souffle&nbsp;de&nbsp;nuit&nbsp;froiss\u00e9e.Et&nbsp;moi,&nbsp;je&nbsp;restai&nbsp;l\u00e0,&nbsp;\u00e0&nbsp;les&nbsp;regarder&nbsp;continuer.Leur&nbsp;silence&nbsp;disait&nbsp;tout.Leur&nbsp;solitude&nbsp;\u00e9tait&nbsp;pleine.Ils&nbsp;avaient&nbsp;travers\u00e9 ensemble, leurs ombres ne s\u2019\u00e9taient jamais crois\u00e9es.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":604,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"h5ap_radio_sources":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-185898","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-atelier"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/185898","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/604"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=185898"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/185898\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":185900,"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/185898\/revisions\/185900"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=185898"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=185898"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tierslivre.net\/ateliers\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=185898"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}